defeated ?!

i'm totally sad during the ESL .

not only sad ,
but it's depressed ,
and totally down for the whole day .

why ???
why am i turned into another one after 'kena' by her ?!

hey ...
u shouldn't be like that !
show out your techniques !
don't be coward !

haiz ...
i'm just 'copy and paste' on a character ---
Courage The Cowardly Dog (cartoon network)

it's a nice cartoon show ,
but the dog is so coward .
but then it is a dog which full of courage ><

wow ...
i'm the dog ?!
or the dog is me ?!

see ...
i have to boost up everything for english

i must be knowledgeble to defeat everyone .
i must be intelligent to answer every single question .
and not reply it by using the other's answer .

it was so embarrasing !!!
i will be digging a hole at that moment ,
put my head into it !!!

wait and see !!!
i'll reborn and turn into a new identity for the coming ESL presentation !!!

this is my will !!!
i'm going to use my will power to defeat everything ...
although i'm scard ,
although i'm coward ,
although i'm not as smart as the guys in my class ...

but i'll try my best , and do it as well as i could !