one-day-camp at buddhist society

this camp ...
giv me lots of feelings ...
let me knw many things ...
not only experience ...
maybe da' relationship between ppl ...
or else importance of frendship ...
when u r in trouble ...
and ...
leadership ...

as a leader ,

u must do smthg
that ppl won't warrenty to do so ...

u must take the first step
so that ppl wil follow u ...

u must be strict and principle
let others respect u and listen to your order ...

u must hav a wide and long sight
to avoid mistakes happened ...

i learned tat ...
and i felt tat leader is not an easy job ...
cuz he/she is the head of the unit ...
if someone walk wrongly ...
then the first jump into da' well is 'LEADER'

well ...
tats the facts ...
tats why ...
no one love to become a leader ...
IF
he/she has did it before ...

reality is ---
'leader is head' ...
good ? then nothings happened ...
bad ?? first strike onto the leader ...

luckily ...
my post in da camp not so bad ...
so i'm glad to say : ' whew~ god bless me ... '

^o^ ...
but thro this ...
i really + really realized many things ...
haiz ...

she ... won't be my real best friend ...
although she always make it as a statement ...
maybe i should'nt make this kind of judgement ...
but how ?!
she is doing the things tat always annoying me ...

gambatech to myself ... ><
 

stress ...

blog ...
is da' only way i can express ...
all those bad / good things ...
in my life ...

although it is always said abt a fish ...
' life of fish '

da' special thing is ...
who knows ?!

fish swims in water ,

freedom & relax ...

but ...

when it is crying ...

does anyone saw it ?!

da' answer is ' NO '

well ...
for those who saw this post ...
plz ...
dun ask me --- ' Y ? '

a fish dunno how to speak ...
especially when it is live in water ...

cuz ...
if it opens it's mouth ...
water swallen by it ...

and ~
' POOF ' ~

the next day float on top of aquarium ...
body way up high ...

no one knws fish's deep's heart ...
only she knew
only he knew
& only it knew ...

wht i decided is my own choice ...
don't force or push me down into other river /sea ...

fish scare it ...
fish scare tat ...

cuz ~
i'm just only a fish ...