2011 ... new life , new experience

2011 ,
hi~

18 ,
yipee~

freedom ?
no .

less-stressful than before ?
no .

any plan for 2011 ?
live everyday happily ,
get an excellent result in SAM .

are u enjoy your new life ?
actually , no .

why ?
too many reasons .

reason 1 : lonely
reason 2 : separate with my friends
reason 3 : still have to read books ( haha~ joke-joke )

last but not least ,

wat is your wishes in 2011 ?
change my attitude ,
be brave enough to 'sembang' to the others ,
regain my confidence ,
forget all those bad memories .

the most important is ----
get a scholarship for myself ,
reduce my mum's sacrifice in earning money for me to study .

target ---> aim for full A-star in SAM !!!

jay chow ~

suddenly love to listen jay chow's songs .

all are old songs .

but ,

i still love to listen .

nice ,

great ,

fabulous .

^~^

background music is fully cover by piano or guitar .

nice ~

and his sounds ,

is quite different from right now .

softer ,

relaxed ,

and the most important one : CLEARER 

haha ~

>.O 

as a fans of  MR.jay ...

i hope that his new album could regain back the natural feel ...

>.<

bored life ....

living in a cage ,
a beautiful cage .
full of love , patient , cares .

but i can't afford it .
so sorry that i have to break the cage .
teenagers today loves freedom ,

i'm a teenager ,
a 18 year-old-girl .
who are still take care by my mum . 'carefully'

damn .
what should i do when i leave the cage ?
i still can survive ?

i am scared that i'll fall into a deep hole .
i can't fly out from that .

although i want to be free ,
but i still have no experience due to it .

hey dude ,
make a promise to yourself .

don't let the other control you easily when you leave the cage .
don't be so nervous to investigate ppl's black minded idea .
be responsible to yourself .
always inspired yourself .

when you are feeling lonely ,
here i am to let you vomit out you bad things ---- BLOG ~

i really hope that ,
i wouldn't fall down or back to the cage again .

i want to judge my life by myself , not my master !!!

华文的部落阁。。。

说真的，
从那个营回来，
我还真的学会了不少东西。。。
懂得如何去关怀，爱护，珍惜，感恩 。。。

谢谢佛菩萨给我这个难能可贵的机会，
结识来自不同背景的人。。。
更深入了解佛教的历史与文化。。。
还有被藏族法王洗净的经验，供奉的经验 。。。
还真是多姿多彩 。。。

虽然在途中，
我遇到了不少‘ 意外 ’
气人+愤怒 ing ...

不过。。。
嘻嘻~ 幸亏我还有那么一位朋友。。。

真所谓 ：
患难见真情
我真的很感谢她 。。。
谢谢你哦 。。。
^^

我看，
不需要所谓的指名道姓。。。
她也该清楚的知道我在称赞她。。。

没办法，
我很少会那样子去称赞别人。。。

经过那 4天3夜 ，
突然感觉到我和佛陀亲近了不少。。。

嗯...
应该是好事吧~ ^.^

我在此向各位义工朋友，师兄，师姐，老师们致谢。
感恩你们对这个营的奉献，

无论你们是尽了浑身的力量去完成；
或是只在紧要关头出现过，
都扮演者一定的角色
让它变得更完善，美满。。。。

嘻嘻。。。
其实我自己也不会好到哪里去。。。
所以希望我还会有下次来补救，
将我的坏行为改正

加油吧~