nice passage : success !!!

在人生的道路上没有一帆风顺的坦途。


有阳光就会有风雨，有鲜花就会有荆棘。
在困境面前，要迎难而上，显示出勇者的风范。


每个人身上都有蕴藏着无坚不摧的能量和威力，
只有在危机感达到极限时才爆发出来 .


你就拿到了开启宝藏的钥匙，
打开宝藏的秘诀尽在自己的掌股之中。


困境为勇者走向成功架起了一座桥梁。


在困境中，学会坚强，永不绝望，
哪能怕前面是万丈深渊，后面是悬崖绝壁，
哪怕绝壁上只有一条干枯的藤蔓，
我们也千万不要放弃攀登。
　　
只有从绝望中找到希望，人生才会更加辉煌。


人生谁不向往成功？


有谁想让理想之舟搁浅，
让理想之花在茺丘凋谢？


一旦失利，
我们要从失利中爬起来，
把孕育的勇气旗帜般树起来 !


告别迷惘的昨天，
拥抱美好的今天。


尽管自己是一条无名的小溪，
没有大海的浩瀚，
没有大江的奔腾，


但可以继承浩如烟海的江河这就是成功；


我虽然只是一棵小草，
没有树的高大，
没有花的艳丽，


但我要去编织那绚丽多姿的大地，
迸发出勃勃生机 . 


这就是成功。 

finally ... ^.^

finally ...
i did a well job ...

finally ...
i fulfill my target ...
* i mean complete all the questions ... haha

finally ,
i leave the school ,
happily ...
yeepy~

finally ,
i graduate frm secondary life ...

i wouls like to thank to :
. mummy and daddy ( they paid everything for me )
. teachers
. friends
. enemies
+ all the pass-by in my 17-year life ....

u all coloured my life ,
make it more interesting ,
create a nice story line ....
although it was quite bad / angry ...

whatever ,
juz felt greatfull to u all ...

thank-you !!!
xie-xie !!!
terima kasih !!!

last but not least ,
there's a song for all the form5s ...

许美静 - 阳光总在风雨后 :

人生路上甜苦和喜忧
愿与你分担所有
难免曾经跌倒和等候
要勇敢的抬头
谁愿常躲在避风的港口
宁有波涛汹涌的自由
愿是你心中灯塔的守候
在迷雾中让你看透
阳光总在风雨后
乌云上有睛空
珍惜所有的感动
每一份希望在你手中
阳光总在风雨后
请相信有彩虹
风风雨雨都接受
我一直会在你的左右

nice passage : command friend via real friend

普通朋友，真正朋友...

真正的朋友，节日里不发短信，平时也无电话寒暄，

一旦有事，拿起话筒，连一句“不好意思”的客套都不用，直奔主题

一个普通朋友见了你点头微笑,

一个真正朋友见了你没有问候；

一个普通朋友在你没有事的时候常来找你,

一个真正朋友在你有事时就来找你；

一个普通朋友在喝酒时会说,你不喝完这杯就不是朋友,

一个真正朋友在喝酒时会说,别喝太多了；

一个普通朋友找你借钱时总要找个借口，

一个真正朋友找你借钱时总说要借多少；

一个普通朋友会带礼物来你家参加聚会，

一个真正朋友从来不带东西上门，而是帮你一起做家务；

一个普通朋友从来不会看到你哭，

一个真正朋友却有双肩让你湿尽；

一个普通朋友能陪你喝完一瓶烈酒，

一个真正朋友能陪你长谈一个黑夜；

一个普通朋友几年不见就感到陌生，

一个真正朋友十年不见却更感亲切；

一个普通朋友的电话写在电话簿上都记不住，

一个真正朋友的电话没有写下来却总记得一清二楚；

一个普通朋友总爱对你说，怎么还没找到一个boyfriend啊，

一个真正朋友却会悄悄对你说，明天我带你去认识一个新朋友；

一个普通朋友来你家会很客气，

一个真正朋友来你家自己打开冰箱拿饮料；

一个普通朋友见你做错了会装作没看见，

一个真正朋友见你做错了会说，你不能这样做！；

一个普通朋友听了你唱的歌会掌声说真好听，

一个真正朋友听了你唱的歌会说拜托下次别在折磨人了！；

一个普通朋友在春风得意时看不到你，

一个真正朋友在你落魂失意时来看你；

一个普通朋友送烟给你抽，

一个真正朋友却拿你烟去送人抽；

一个普通朋友常会对你说，有事尽管找我，

一个真正朋友常会对你说，没事别来烦我；

一个普通朋友在你有事找他时却总说刚好没空，

一个真正朋友在你有事时打电话来问你；

一个普通朋友能和你一起分享，

一个真正朋友能和你分享痛苦；

一个普通朋友爱和你说他的成功往事，

一个真正朋友爱和你说他的不如意和挫折失败；

一个普通朋友在和你吵架后就成了仇敌，

一个真正朋友在和你吵架后依然是朋友；

一个普通朋友让你近墨者黑，

一个真正朋友让你知道近墨者会黑

i love you !!! my real best friends ~ >.<

friendship - 4ever

sienz...

no mood to study ...
haiz ~

but i know that ,
i must be ready at this moment ...

don't be lazy !!!
Bm teacher said it clearly ...

do more revision !!!
Eng teacher said it loudly ...

feel pity to myself ...
and doubtful to them
cuz i can't do it ...
cuz i can't fulfill it ...

God ~
teach me ,
save me ,
rescue me ~~~~

count-down ...

few more days to go ...

16-15-14-13-12-11-10-
9-8-7-6-5-4-3-2-1 ...

excited ?!
nervous ?!
anxious ?!

i don't know ...

haiz~
what a pity person i'm ...

the only word in my mind right now is --- FIGHT !!!

this is my last chance for high school duration ...

what am i going to take at next year ?
i should decide that through the examination ...
fan-fan-huan :
70% - scare
20% - pa'pa'
10% - blank

whatever i get ,
will determine my next destination ...

me :
ain't no money ,
ain't no stuft ,
ain't no brain to fix da' jug .
jug of knowledge ,
jug of cent's ,
jug of confidence straight in my heart

wow ...
what a nice poem ?!
haha ...
what a fooled persona & the poetry ...

it's me !
i am the ppl ,
who wrote this .

to laugh at itself ,
nodded it head while writing .
strike pile in heart ...

sad ...
nothing to do exp sad ~

bla ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

biology ~~~

lolz ...
haiz ...
arghhhhhhhhhhh ...

i hate biology ...
>o<

too many specific name term ...
too many weird process ...
too many plants ...
too many animals ...

T.T
tears walled in my eye ...
but i couldn't split it out ...

cuz i must read ...
cuz i must finish the revision ...
cuz i must passed the biology paper ...
cuz i must get a good result in SPM ...

Gambatech !!!
jia - you !!!
add - oil !!!

if u think u can , then you can ~
if I think I can , then I can ~

if u think u can't , then you can't ---
if I think I can't , then I can't ---

remember that ...
believe what you believed ...
trust what you trusted ...

accomplish our mission together , my dear friends ~
battle with SPM ,
dealing with SPM

we'll free just after middle of DEC ~~~

school life ~

i'm having fun at school today ....
playing with chui.shan , jia.wen & hui.min ...

lolz ~
what a stupid group are us ... >.<

first ,
we are testing on chinese idioms .
everytime chui.shan got the answer .
so sienz nia ...
the others were bitten by her ...
rude ppl ~

after that we started joking our friends again :
chui.shan - doctor from Australia
jia.wen - patient in Tanjung Hong Kong
hui.min - indian women who is pregnant rigth now

i'm a clinical psychologist ~
so yeng nia ...

everyone play until all going to ki-xiao ...
such a crazy group are we ...
but someone was going out with the other classmate ,
haiz~
dunno what was her mind at that moment ...
sad ?
anxious ?
nervous ?
pity with her ...

talk about recess ,
i forgot to bring my meal to school ...
T.T
sobbing in my heart ...

i thought that the boys were taking away my meal before recess ...
lolz ~
however ,
i din't yelling at them cuz i don't sure that i brought my meal to school or not ...

my brother --- Mr. Chris Lim ,
planned to buy some food to me ~~~
but i decline it ...
hahahahha ....
thanks ya bro ,
but i'm not your g.f ...
don't treat me too good ...
^~^

some stupid fellows were locked up in bilik bimbingan at recess ...
^o^   0v0   ^m^   >v<

pity with them , but ps~
i can't save them wor ................
just joking with them ,
chatting with them .

hope that they won't angry with me cuz i was lazy to find pn.Azld at that time ...   HEHE~

weird dream ...

2day ,
wake up in the morning .
6 a.m as before ...

suddenly felt so lazy ,
anti-school-day ...

i beg mum to let me take 2day as a rest ,
she agreed ,
and i'm left alone at home .

i was dizzy at that morning ,
sleep again on my lovely sofa .
the weird dream begin ~

the weird dream wasted my 1 hour today ,
from 8:30 to 9:30 ...

however ,
i already forget about what is going on in the dream .

the weird thing is ---
i woke up by hearing my own sound in the dream
it scared me ,
and i wake up immediately .

the last sentence i said was : ' it's ald night ! i haven't finish my revision yet ! '
i opened my eyes ,
frightened by the scene .

lolz ~
seems very weird right ?!

i think so ... >.<
haiz ~
what a weird dream ?!

stress ...

i think everyone know a song ---

' santa claus is coming to town ' :
You'd better watch out, you'd better not cry,
Better not pout, i'm telling you why:Santa claus is coming to town.


well ...
we are not plan to celebrate any X-mas ,
cuz we have to deal with 


' SPM '  
You'd better watch out, you'd better not cry,
Better not dizzy, i'm telling you why
S-P-M is coming nearby.


congratz ~
to every form-5s ...
SPM is coming nearby ...


don't be lazy 
&
' add more oil on your study '


i'm just like you 
a girl who are stress right here , right now ...


0,0   X,X   ?,?   *,*   @,@   ~,~   T,T   +,+   v,v   ","   =,='''


fainted !!!
many books i haven't read ,
many ex. i haven't finish ,
many specific terms i haven't remember ,
many , many , too many ...                FAN : @#$%$#@!^&*()*^$#@@!

- C -

咳 ~
苍树的影 ，
秀出苍老岁月。。。

窗前的人 ，
直溜溜的瞳孔

空洞 ，虚无 ； 他看着

经岁月洗涤的川 ，
潺潺流水 ；
不停息

枯树的叶 ，
黯然般滑落 ；
叙述时光的尽头 。。。

‘ 爱惜光阴啊 ~ ’
窗前人叹到 。

滴答 ，滴答
丝丝细雨从天 --- 降下 。

记忆 --- 突模糊 ；突清晰 。

心情 --- 突激昂 ；突淡然 。

呼 ~
蜡烛灭了。
窗前的人睡了。


雨仍然下着 ，
苍树慢慢摇晃 ，
枯叶轻轻滑下。

构成入秋夜景 —— 九月的月

going to sick ... yeah ~

felt tired yesterday in my dad's shop  .

i wonder the term 'sick' could happen on me ...

wow ~
i hope so ...

but not in holiday !!!

but it is not so suitable right this moment

cuz ,
i have to sit for my trial ...

T.T
sad ...

headache + stomach pain ....
torchering ...

i love to sick ... ^^
hehe~

but i prefer to hate tat right now ... 

choices ?!

coming to sept ...
i haven't fixed up a choice ...

a choice for my study ,
a choice for my career ,
a choice for my ambition ,
a choice for my own choice ...

i should take who's advice ?
mum's ?
aunts' ?
friends' ?

myself ?!
no ...
i can't make decision ...
although i know tat it is important ...
highway or a muddy road ...

' seems tat every students will have to face a dilemma '

-  nice statement for us

' XX link will help u get some future advice '
- nice advertisement for parents

' XX university will held a forum about XX field of courses '

- good news for teachers

 
' XX school are organising a U-selection '

- well-done , students could know more information about future studies

by the way ,

aren't u feel tat ---

those were useless ?

finding some valuable sources for ourselves but ,

follow our parent's decision at the last ...

' you'll gain a better job after finished this courses '  

every dads & mums said tat to their sons / daughters 

did they ever think that ...

what is the dreams / ambitions / choices of your kids ?

no ...

i think so ...

career is important ...

this is for your own good ...

we spend a lot of money & efforts on u ...

please don't let us down ...

parents love to say it  ...

what we are doing is fulfill their order ,

doing what they want us to do ...

please respect your children !!! Mr. / Mrs. 

don't force them to work on your order .

don't let them give up their own dream .

don't take away their freedom , smiles , interest .

do love your children .

spend more time with he / she .

support the good values in he / she .

 

Small advice for parents :

have a small meeting with your children before you pushed them into a new way .

one-day-camp at buddhist society

this camp ...
giv me lots of feelings ...
let me knw many things ...
not only experience ...
maybe da' relationship between ppl ...
or else importance of frendship ...
when u r in trouble ...
and ...
leadership ...

as a leader ,

u must do smthg
that ppl won't warrenty to do so ...

u must take the first step
so that ppl wil follow u ...

u must be strict and principle
let others respect u and listen to your order ...

u must hav a wide and long sight
to avoid mistakes happened ...

i learned tat ...
and i felt tat leader is not an easy job ...
cuz he/she is the head of the unit ...
if someone walk wrongly ...
then the first jump into da' well is 'LEADER'

well ...
tats the facts ...
tats why ...
no one love to become a leader ...
IF
he/she has did it before ...

reality is ---
'leader is head' ...
good ? then nothings happened ...
bad ?? first strike onto the leader ...

luckily ...
my post in da camp not so bad ...
so i'm glad to say : ' whew~ god bless me ... '

^o^ ...
but thro this ...
i really + really realized many things ...
haiz ...

she ... won't be my real best friend ...
although she always make it as a statement ...
maybe i should'nt make this kind of judgement ...
but how ?!
she is doing the things tat always annoying me ...

gambatech to myself ... ><
 

stress ...

blog ...
is da' only way i can express ...
all those bad / good things ...
in my life ...

although it is always said abt a fish ...
' life of fish '

da' special thing is ...
who knows ?!

fish swims in water ,

freedom & relax ...

but ...

when it is crying ...

does anyone saw it ?!

da' answer is ' NO '

well ...
for those who saw this post ...
plz ...
dun ask me --- ' Y ? '

a fish dunno how to speak ...
especially when it is live in water ...

cuz ...
if it opens it's mouth ...
water swallen by it ...

and ~
' POOF ' ~

the next day float on top of aquarium ...
body way up high ...

no one knws fish's deep's heart ...
only she knew
only he knew
& only it knew ...

wht i decided is my own choice ...
don't force or push me down into other river /sea ...

fish scare it ...
fish scare tat ...

cuz ~
i'm just only a fish ...

hello again ~

long time no see ...
^^

my blog ...
my space ...
my secret place ...
my lovely box ...

location for spreading ...
location to shout ...
venue for writing ...
venue to tumbling my words & phrases ...

long time no see ,
long time no write ...

longtime no talk ,
longtime no chat ...

my only secret place in da' pc ...
sour ,
bitter ,
sweet ,
tasteless ...

all converted at here ...
miss u reali ~

hope tat i may spend more time at here ...

- last -

this is the last time i will write on the blog ...
ps to every followers ...
mood very bad after going to f5 ...
nearly 'sad' everyday ...
haiz~
dunno wat to say ...
juz thanks and bye ~
hope everyone lucky always